Do you guys actually feel anything when the market drops anymore?

I've been in crypto for about three years now and I noticed something weird lately. When I first started, a 5% dip would have me checking my phone every two minutes and panicking. Now, I see a 20% crash and I just... don't care. It is like I have become completely desensitized to losing or gaining money in short bursts. I feel like this space has totally rewired how my brain processes risk and reward. Has anyone else experienced this emotional numbness, or am I just becoming a bit of a degenerate?