I just want to pay off my debt and have a chance

It seems as that everything I do is a dead end , I have education but I cannot keep up with my field physically . I’m drowning in debt, have no savings from divorce and medical bills ; and feel like my investments are a last pitch Hail Mary . I have made some modest return on my investments which have given me some hopium , but I’m going into another surgery soon and more time off and feel I will never get out of this drowning feelings .

I hope things take off and I know I can’t hope on them to make things right I feel like it’s my only hope at this point .

I wish I could have gotten in earlier but everyone can wish that as well, this is my own fault at the end of the day and poor choices won’t be anyone’s but my own .

I know that crypto can change lives but maybe I’m too late .