I’m depressed.

I been studying the orange coin for over a decade. The game theory the social economics the history of money. I’m a very empathetic person so I feel for others who struggle. I’ve been orange pilling my clients (i’m a barber) for years. And although some become interested and dive down the rabbit hole, others just come up with the same stateist excuses. It’s depressing because I know they will one day look back and feel some type of way about my efforts. I know I’m doing it to my self by exposing my knowledge. But I can’t see my self being silent about the tragedy of fiat debasement. I struggle at work sometimes because I have to focus on the haircut and at the same time think about the best way to explain bitcoin’s proposition to the unique individual. It’s a balancing act and an art form that sometimes get in the way of my quality work. Also I contemplate quiting the work force entirely but the only thing stopping me is that I want to contribute to society. I’m really doing the work satoshi said he doesn’t have time for. I’m venting here because I had a rough day at the shop. Messed up a good clients hair because I decided to smoke a fat joint on my break. Then my next client wanted to follow up on the bitcoin conversation and I completely botched the hair. But I know he got value from the orange pilling. Honestly I feel bad about the fact that I care more about answering their bitcoin skepticism then giving them a quality haircut sometimes. My passion for bitcoin got in the way of my barbering career.

It’s like the trilemma problem. I can’t smoke weed cut hair and talk about bitcoin. I can only do two of the three at a time

Also I never bring it up, the clients mention bitcoin to me because they know I’ll spit alpha