I’m just not made for this

I’m done, I’m empty, I don’t feel anything anymore but suicidal. I can’t stand this price action anymore. I over invested, now I feel like a loser who disappointed his family. I don’t have anyone who I can talk to without judging me. I just want it to end. I know it’s probably a bottom sign for you. I don’t need help or advice, just needed to vent. You can shit on me if you want, I don’t feel anything anyway