Is anyone else really depressed from missing out?

Idk man. I sold most of my crypto a month ago because I had some bills that I HAD to pay. My mom kept telling me to buy shib for like a month, and now she's telling me "I told you so". Well I'm down 50% on the stock she suggested so ????. Anyways, today I am just really angry/sad at the same time that I missed out on an opportunity to make enough money to be ok. I know it's a shitcoin, but at the end of the day it made some people millionaires. I wanna be a millionaire ???????? does anyone else feel this way too? I'm just sick of never having enough money to do anything. The only time I ever had money saved up was when I was investing in crypto. It was the most money I ever held onto in my life, and now I'm just sitting here watching everyone get rich ???? Happy for others, but I want that for me too. Is that selfish? Idk