People who made enough profit for their entire life, what now?

Last year, I have made enough of profit from leveraging my exposure to ETH with DeFI, I made profit by over-leveraging and taking extreme risk, which I'd like to call it gamble instead of investing, just that I was lucky enough to made profit from it.

(Yes, before of that I did spend a lot of time reading technical analysis book, reading blog posts, watching YouTube videos, but none of that really matter, it's mostly just luck.)

The smartest thing I've done after making these profit is to quickly lock them into ETH 2.0 validator, so I keep myself away from gambling them away in market, and all my validators generate much more than I need for my monthly expenses.

I thought I'm going to live a happy life after that enjoying all the money without having to work again, but one year later I find myself depressed, became a heavy smoker and drink quite often.

The reason is because I was a guy with big dreams, I wanted to have some achievement that I'm proud to tell my family and friends, not how lucky I made some gambling money, but after getting these money, I'm too afraid to make another move anymore, which made me feel like I'm stuck.

Stuck because I do not have the experience or skills to get a job with rewarding that I feel like worth my time, nor want to work for anything less rewarding, especially when my validator income is like 5x~10x the salary of the job I can get.

And I obviously doesn't want to give up my wealth or take any more extreme risk with them, I believe I am not the only one feel the same, any thoughts?

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EDIT: Thanks for all the response, didn't expect to receive so many replies, I really appreciate anyone who gave their advice, I would be going through one by one to read each of them.

I understand that I will have to make some adjustment to my mentality, also happy someone recommended books, I do love to read books to learn different perspective to life.

EDIT2: A lot of people have recommended travel, I will probably do that soon, the only thing holding me back is knowing that I am most likely going to be travel alone, and I'm kinda introvert and socially awkward irl.