 | I can't believe this is my story, but it is happening. I heard about cryptocurrency in 2017, at that time I invested 300 Euro in it, of course I got in at the peak, it went down to 70 Euro. But since it was just my pocket money, I didn't pay much attention to it, also I didn't learn anything valuable from my own stupidity. My parents are kinda proud of me because I got accepted in one of the most famous university in Germany, and I'm studying computer science, as a girl. For a very long time I was just focusing on the study, not really paying much attention to the other stuff such as investment (or the boys). After graduation, the Corona thing really made everything much more difficult, but my parents were very generous, they transferred me almost all their savings, so I can try to afford a small apartment in Germany(with mortgage of course). It was 64000 Euro. For me it's already huge. And then the stupid thing happened——I put all those money into Bitcoin. At first I was doing really well, 64000 Euro turns into 107000 Euro, I was over the moon, thinking that I'm the best and the smartest investing queen in the world. Then I start to dream about turning this into 200000 Euro, or even more, then I can buy my parents a new apartment..... Everything was so well, but then it all went down to the hill. I witnessed this 107000 Euro turns into 55000 Euro overnight, and that crushed me. But I was still having hope, after all, all I need is just another +100% gain, and that "should be pretty easy" with leverage. Since I am "the best and the smartest investing queen". Then I just witnessed it turns into 44000 Euro. Then 34000 Euro. Then 27000 Euro. Then 15000 Euro. Then 11000 Euro. Then 9500 Euro. ............... And yesterday, I successfully turned that into 1500 Euro, in one day. It seems like the less money I have, the faster I can lose them. In the end I was just gambling, and keep hitting stop loss, I made every mistake one can make, and I was already out of my mind. Of course, my parents don't know anything about this. Non of my friends know about it. In fact, during this entire time I start to lose connection with this world, I can't sleep, also I cannot really eat anything, my friends are sending me messages but I just can't find the energy to answer. I feel that I'm mentally dead. The apartment I rent is due next month, I can barely afford the rent since I'm currently living in the most expensive city in Germany. Also I really can't focus on anything I'm supposed to do, such as get myself together and go find a job..... I just can't. So what can I do? I really don't know. Yesterday I downloaded Tinder, and put on my own photos with a fake name, wrote it directly in the bio that I'm looking for customers, then just swiped right to every dude. That was the only way I could think of to make some "fast money" and also the only thing I'm capable doing right now——use my body to make money because apparently I have no brain. ( I got complimented sometimes for looking pretty, so I think I might have some chances in this industry?) Of course I don't have a price list, so I just asked them about the average cost for hiring a hooker in Germany, and the reality is——Sex service is kinda cheap here. Usually it's only 50 euro, some would even charge less than that. I think I should say thanks to the guy who offered me 100 Euro and even willing to hire me for the whole weekend. I didn't go down with that road. Let's just say if I'm overpriced and I charge 200 Euro for sex, to make 640000 Euro I'll have to sleep with 3200 different guys, If I'm hardworking enough I'll take 3 customers everyday, so that's about 1000 days non-stop, considering there gonna be some special time I cannot work, I'll have to work 3 years to make that money back. I also thought about committing suicide, but then I just think about my parents, they would be devastated since I'm the only child in the family. This is my story, and it'll be Christmas in two days, I don't know how to survive next month, also don't know how to stand up again and pick myself up from this shit-hole I'm living in, which I dug for myself. Thanks for reading it. I'm not here to ask for donation, because it's my own fault, it's all because of my stupidity and overconfidence....Also I feel that if I take money from strangers, I wouldn't know how to repay them back. I sometimes would draw stuff for my friends, it can clear my mind a little bit, also I like to make them happy. Here are some of my drawings. I can draw stuff for you on request to exchange some cash, you can pay me with random amount after the drawing is finish, I'm happy with anything. Also, I'm interested to hear other people's story, it would really help me to know that I'm not alone, that I might still have a second chance in life :) [link] [comments] |
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