Those of you who've been trading perps for 2+ years — are you actually net positive?

I've been trading crypto futures for a few years now. Made decent money in the good stretches, then gave most of it back — usually the same way: too much size, and holding losers way longer than I should have.

Recently I went back through my old trades and it was honestly uncomfortable. Most of my big losses weren't from bad market calls. They were the same 2–3 habits repeated over and over.

So, honest question for people who've been at this a while:

1. Are you actually up overall, after everything?

2. What's the one habit that cost you the most money?

Not looking for signals or strategies — just curious how many people are still standing.