Who else didn't take profits in early December?

I had pretty great profit to take in early December, but I was holding out for 'face melting' 'alt season' gains. I didn't take any profits and now with alts being slaughtered, I am beating myself up every single day. It's painful.

Is anyone else going through this right now?

And now there is so much fud and people saying alt season already happened. Nobody is certain what January and the next few months will bring.

I started a crypto journal and my first entry is describing to myself how incredibly bummed I feel right now and to not repeat the same mistake: not taking profit if my portfolio rises to a certain level again. Ironically, in the past I have not taken profits dozens of times and seriously regretted it, yet thought I had learned my lesson. Feels like being caught in a vicious cycle that you think you've learned from yet do all over again.

Sorry for the rant, just needed to vent to people I'm hoping can relate and understand.