I have a serious addiction to buying crypto

I think i have a problem haha. I'm not normally a gambling person, nore do i have an addictive personality usually but i think i have a problem with buying crypto. For the last 6 months I've been working out exactly how much i have left for gas, groceries and bills.. then putting the rest into crypto on dip days. This isn't a good idea, and i know it's not a good idea but i'm finding it hard to resist on big dip days.

I live with my parents currently, so it's not like i'd be homeless, but i feel like i should be more responsible. I just keep thinking it will all be worth it if i just keep doing this. Been doing it for 6 months now like i said with no problem but i should save. I've never had an additives personality with things before in my entire life.. please tell me i'm not the only one struggling a bit with this.

I feel almost stupid for not having more restraint. If i lose everything somehow i won't be screwed but i'll be quite depressed. To counter that.. If i'm being completely honest, I've never been happier with my money situation which also is making me happier in day to day life even though I know it's all unrealized gains. Crazy times we're living in.