Is it wrong to feel excitement during these times?

My portfolio is negative right now, but somehow I feel this excitement in me, I’m not sure why. It is my first time seeing this.

In my previous post, I told that I am panic buying earlier and I was having difficulty looking away from the price. Now, I’m trying to control myself to stick with my plan.

I feel bad for being excited since there are probably many people who are struggling right now.